Our children filled the house with noise. Toys scattered across the floors. Shoes abandoned in hallways. Laughter echoing down the stairs. It was messy and loud and alive.
Peter used to call our life “ordinary,” and he meant it as praise.
Saturday soccer games. Burnt dinners we joked about while ordering pizza. Arguments over whose turn it was to take out the trash. He wasn’t perfect—he drove me absolutely crazy at times—but he was steady. Kind. Dependable. He made me feel safe in ways I didn’t even recognize until that safety vanished.
Six years ago, a drunk driver ran a red light on Peter’s way home from work.
I remember the police officer standing on my porch. I remember the look on his face before he spoke. And then I remember collapsing, my knees hitting the wood as my world split open.
The weeks that followed exist in my memory as fragments.
My daughter crying quietly in the bathroom, trying not to be heard.
My son retreating into silence, his grief turning inward and heavy.
Me standing alone in the kitchen at two in the morning, staring at Peter’s coffee mug still sitting by the sink, as if he might come back for it.
And through all of that, there was Daniel.
Daniel wasn’t just Peter’s friend. They were brothers in every way that mattered. They grew up three houses apart, survived college together on ramen noodles and questionable decisions, and once road-tripped across the country at twenty-two with no money and no real plan.
Daniel had his own complicated life. He’d married young. Divorced too quickly. He was doing his best to co-parent a little girl who deserved more stability than either of her parents had managed to provide. But he never complained. Never blamed his ex. Never painted himself as the victim.
I respected that about him.
After Peter died, Daniel didn’t ask what I needed. He didn’t hover or perform grief for attention. He simply showed up.
He fixed the garbage disposal Peter had been putting off.
He brought groceries when I forgot to eat.
He sat in the garage with my son, letting him work through his anger with a hammer and scrap wood instead of words.
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